.so.there.

I'm late again...T_T...what's new?...then I begin to realize na I'm über perfectionist!...kailangan masunod lahat ng nakaplano...then if I don't get something according to plans, masisira lahat!...kailangan from the start ulit...di pwedeng ituloy na lang...kaya nga once na pangit na sulat ko sa notes, pangit na forever at mapipilitan akong irewrite everything...nung nagprint ako ng napakakapal na term paper nung hs, nkita ko mali ang indention ng isang part...so I have to reprint everything...nung nagmamargin ako ng bond papers for my hs fil proj, nagkalukot...so I have to have a new set of margined papers...basta I'm so perfectionist...is it good or bad? I thought it was good...pero bad pala for me...it's so hard to be like this lalo na kung super limited ang time...na kailangang within a few weeks may desyn ka na...na kailangan masatisfy ka sa outcome...na pag okay na ang mga plano...then you'll just realize na you're lacking time na pala...tapos biglang papasok ang pagiging perfectionist mo...na hindi pwedeng madaliin ang lahat dahil lalabas na pangit...na hindi ka lang masasatisfy...na hindi ka lang gawa nang gawa for the mere sake na may maipasa...na you'll just take the consequence of being late and satisfied than on time and not satisfied at all...I'm always like this...I just realized that going to school is more than making on time...it is about being proud of what you were able to do...and feeling satisfied...and having genuine learning...*taas noo ako*

"I dream that flowers will bloom in the streets again...and kites will fly in the skies."- The Kite Runner

---> Someday, flowers will bloom for me too...