.lullabye.

last night, i slept with the sound of my broken heart.

i've been sleeping lonely since forever. then one day, i knew i wasn't anymore. this time, i was sleeping just for the sake of closing my eyes and pretending to have dreams. i can say i was at peace. the last happy sleep i had i can't even remember- lights off + electric-fan-sound on.

last night, i had a lonely sleep yet again. with the default sound of my room (fm radio on the background), i heard the beat of my heart the loudest. for a moment, i remembered everything i did for this fucking shit. i thought i forgot how much i fought for it and could just let it go. but apparently, i didn't. my heart can never forget every bit of sacrifice i've put in it. that night, my heart was just sobbing to sleep. ='(

and you saying the whole shit is relatively not possible from the very start is pure bullshit.

just pure bullshit.