.a.cactus.story.

i accidentally erased my web counter while editing my template. =''''(( i can't get it back anymore and it's fucking making me sad. that counter has been here for almost 4 years now. this blog didn't really make many many hits but those hits are proof that i was able to share something to some lost strangers. and somehow, it made me happy. that has been my goal- to be a oasis in a desert. i don't really like someone i know reading this blog. i'd rather have some stranger see this. i don't know but it gives me a little freedom- to be able to share my thoughts without guilt and anyone's objection. i was even looking forward to celebrating the number of hits by the time this blog becomes 4 years old which is exactly 1 month from now...

i can't go on thinking what went wrong so i will just thank whoever enjoys this fucking blog. =))